Hey guys... i have officially decided that i am going to die from depression... =/ But oh well... i doubt very many people will miss me anyways... and those who will... i ll miss yall too... anyhows...
went to the beach today... got fried on my back... its funny cause i never seem to get burnt on my stomach lately only on my back... but my stomach ends up bein as dark as my back... hmmm... interesting...right now im freaking dark as hell!!!so yall cant call me whitie anymore.... hahahah yessssss i love the sun...
i wish it would rain though...so then i could walk through it... and no one could see me cry... because i ono i dont wanna talk about it... ok i will... but im not sayin any names...
a certain someone has been blowing me off and acts like they dont wanna talk to me and they want me to fall off the face of the earth... another certain someone STILL wont leave me alone... these people i dont even know stalk me everytime i go to the mall... and... yeah i ono....i hate living right now...
i wish guys liked me for who i am these days... and not for WHAT i am... because its driving me absolutely insane... i meet someone ... then like... their all nice and stuff so i give them the time of day.. ant then they turn on me =/... theres not even a handful that hasnt done that to me... and you boys know who yall are... =]... one.... im not afraid to admit is my bwake.... he actually wants to see ME not my body!!! so hmm i think we're making plans to go to the mall someday... i hope so... i miss him... hes like the best guy friend ive EVER had... =]....
well yeah... ummm i guess im gonna go now... call me if you wanna talk... 722-8359... if i dont know you PLEASE do not call me =]
TA TA FOR NOW!!!
people dont change.... it just takes a while for u to see how they really are....
<33 Lacie |